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Name: Claudia
Interests: God, Family,Tripod, Cj Volley, Basketball, Cheer-leading, Shopping, Augustana, The Afters, Colbie Caillat Coldplay, Daniel Powter, Jason Mraz, James Morrison, James Blunt, Jet, Jimmy Eat World, John Mayer, Joss Stone, Keane, Michael Buble Michael Jackson, Norah Jones, Rachel Yamagata, Red Hot Chilli, Oasis, U2
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11/6/2007
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Some reasons why i love studying at Starbucks.
1.Coffee's perfectly brewed
2.Beautiful Music and Setting
3.Friendly and Spontaneous Staffs
4.Conducive for productive studying
with that said, A's in approximately a week's time.
gdbye world.
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| so much have been going on for the past week, i feel like a bottle that is ready to explode anytime. what if one day that really happens? i fear for that day to come.
i realised that it isnt easy to always put on a smile on my face, even at times when i simply do not feel like it. it's this facade at times, that is driving me to near insanity. on the surface, everything looks calm., but has anyone been able to explore the within? where everything's just a mess in disguise. lately, i've been studying hard and trying to ignore all that's been going on around me. honestly, it's been a futile attempt. on one hand, i'm trying my darnest to concentrate, on the other, there're these insensitive, inconsiderate people, stressing you out as if the stressload isnt enough for me.
i ask why, some people can selfishly say "you don't know how stressed i am", oblivious to the situation of the other party. everyone seems to be too self-absorbed that they fail to take a step back to see the agony some people are facing. understand that it's not always, me, myself and i.
some of these insensitivity can hurt. some of these selfish act can drive you insane. but at the end of the day, what one really need is a Friend. a Friend who is there listening, advising. a Friend who's not only there to share your woes, but also to share the happiness one experiences. a Friend is someone who strives all out to sympathise with you, and may even go to all extent to cheer you on.
sometimes, it can be extremely hard to confide in your family about certain issues, and here's when our Friend becomes our shoulder, our listening ear, our comfort, our Wall. i need a wall. i need to confide. last night, i was on the verge of going insane. but thanks to d, i felt much much better..
dear readers, i sincerely hope you guys are able to find your Friend someday. for some of you, you may have already found one, do treasure them. honestly, like how one of my Friend once said, "you can have a lot of friends. but there's only a handful or maybe even one, whom you can truly rely on". and i'm glad i've already found some. .
once again to d, thanks for everything.
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Last day of school felt different. Initially i was going on about "i cannot wait to leave CJJJJJ!! " but when the day finally arrived, everything felt like a stage of blankness. although it was a great graduation ceremony, i felt this tinge of dread within, and suddenly had this urge to cry. it's always not that easy to say goodbye, esp when you hat spend the past 2 years of your life with the same bunch of people and the memories that they fill you with. a BIG SINCERE THANKS to my teachers and my great beautiful bunch of classmates, my vballers. thanks for filling my CJ life with so much fun laughter peace and joy. Looking forward for better times with you guys! ((:
anyhow after grad, my classmates and i decided to take a break from studying, and headed for a round of L4D. although i'm hopeless at cybergames, i enjoyed soo much shooting fat ugly incredible hulk look-alike monster! it was pretty disconcerting initially, but the thrill and satisfaction derive from killing monsters just motivates you to kill them all. yea, i sound kinda sadistic here. but the fact lies in, they're MONSTERS.
jammed in the evening, and had dinner with my family over at Brazilia (: what a great way to end my school year.
oh, and yesterday was extremely productive. stayed home to study, before the sudden impetus to jog at 245pm, when the sun was scorching hot. but insane me still decided to jog down to macritchie as i felt FAT. mommy joined me and we almost dehydrated under the merciless sun. i'd never felt that drained from a 30min jog before. my body felt extremely exhausted, as if any possible energy remaining in me was being drained away. got back to do more work before heading for a movie with colin.
so, JULIE&JULIA IS AN AWESOME FANTASTIC MOVIE. GO WATCH IT PEOPLE, ESP THOSE OF YOU WHO FINDS DELIGHT IN EATING AND BONING DUCKS! :D
and today was yet another random day spent studying for the As. btw, AS in THREE WEEEKS. AHHHHH.
heading off to complete geog outlines! bye all.
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